Wedding and baby fever are in the air. Lately it seems like a lot of people I know are getting engaged or announcing their pregnancies. I can't help but feel a little bit out of the loop. Don't get me wrong I will cherish that moment when it comes along more than anything but at the same time I am really anticipating it. I've been with my boyfriend now for almost four years and that's not just seeing each other on weekends or date nights and what have you, I am talking about almost every waking moment for almost four years. So, in my mind it feels like I've been with him a lot longer considering. Of course we've had our talks about becoming engaged and settling down and growing old together. I've known for a very long time now that I've wanted to be with Nick for the rest of my life. I am just being patient and waiting for him. It's hard not to think of these things when you know what you want. I just want it to start already.